Scenery that made me wince at its sheer ugliness when I first arrived two months ago is now so ordinary that I don’t even notice it anymore.
I’ve slid into a funk over the last couple of weeks. The dreariness of the routine and the surroundings has been weighing on me. So, I told myself to stop tuning out and to look around, pay attention, find something to appreciate and get excited about:
Hmm. Easier said than done. Better look somewhere else:
Uhhhh…
Erm….
Ok, what about over there?
Yeaaaaahhhh. Wow.
Ok, Melissa, try looking through your art gallery glasses…
Note how the masterful draping of sniper screen conceals the fence, and yet, at the same time, reveals it! The fringe of ancient plastic on the barbed wire stands in strong juxtaposition to the assertive pops of blaze orange and the saucy red stripes on the yellow bollard. The artist’s fury and hilarity are aggressively in your face, serving to distract the casual viewer from what the contemplative observer discovers upon careful study: despair. And dust.
Oh, looky! Sunshine sparkling on concertina wire:
Pretty!
Hey, check out the awesome progress on the construction project in front of the Garrison building:
(Tilting head and squinting)
(More tilt, more squint)
Ok, this isn’t working. Face it, Bagram Air Field is one very ugly military installation. But, we’re here to win a war not a beauty contest so I guess I’d better stop hoping for my surroundings to provide inspiration and start finding ways to love the ugly — like people do with those creepy hairless cats.
Cat photo credit: petslittle.com
But I digress…
Ok, ratcheting expectations way down. Down farther. Little more… that’s it… keep going…
… and, we’ve arrived here:
See how the port-a-john siding perfectly matches the sky? Niiiiice.
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Every time I rotated home on leave in the summer, my eyes felt almost physically assaulted by the green of Nova Scotia on the drive from the airport.
I leave KAF for the last time in two days and if I never see a beige landscape again, that’s fine with me.
Nova Scotia sounds wonderful right now — bright green and fresh air! Have a pleasant trip home and may you avoid beige landscapes forever more! Safe travels!
It’s all about perspective… and seeing as how you tied the port-a-potty to the sky, I think you’re gonna be okay!!!
Thanks, I hope so! 🙂